96 more days.. at least I've passed the 100 mark... wee.
No. Cannot.wait.to.get.out. Arghh. How about I've lost all privacy whatsoever? I can't go to a single website without mum getting her "guardian report" from AOL? What the duck!? It's not like I've done anything to deserve this, only a few weeks ago mum and dad finally admitted that I was a good daughter, I hadn't ever really done anything incredibly wrong to lose their trust. And i don't think I have.. at least I haven't gone out of my way to lose their trust. I wish.. some times I wish I could look back and say, " Oh, that's what iI did wrong, that's why everything is the way it is, why they rarely trust me with anything," but I can't It's been 17 years of trying to regain their trust after losing it over something I cannot remember. That has to be one of the worst feelings in the world.. knowing you have to try and climp this glass mountain, and having nothing to hold onto, then suddenly losing all the progress you've made when the rope disappears.
And somehow Internet Explorer isn't responding.. I can type in a site i wish to visit, but I wait five minutes, and all I see is a blank page with a little "done" sign in the bottom right corner. Anyone have any suggestions on what to do?
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!
Not in a very good mood. *Curls up on her bed*
Posted by everythinguarent at November 19, 2003 01:46 PM