.:don't tell me the bad news..don't tell me anything at all:.
background.noise: "Wondering" by Good Charlotte
To CheererUperPerson: The most beautiful diamonds are those with the most facets, correct? They reflect the most light and thus sparkle the most. So maybe this Blog, and my varied felings and ways of expressing those emotions, are just more facets to my being. What I just really mean is that we all have ways of hiding our self, I just happen to put a smile on when I'm not doing well inside. and it works, and I can work through my feelings by myself. I don't mean any offense, but sometimes I just need to keep things to myself, and I'm sure even you keep some of your thoughts hidden in the corners of your soul.
On a brighter note;
I've never been more grateful for a day of of work. I doubt I'll go in to volunteer tomorrow; I feel so very exausted and drained from the past week. At least I've scored a full 80 hours this week and last. Last night was the Resto Bullo party at the ship, and it was very.. interesting. Especially seeing Big Bossman a little too inebriated, singing Fountains of Wayne's "Stacey's Mom." I bet you no one else can say they saw their boss like that. But, all in all, it was a pretty good night. The music was good, food was cooked, and besides the fact I had Bossman sniffing my Sprite every ten minutes to make sure I hadn't been bribing the bartender, I have to say it was one of the best catered events I've ever worked.
And at last, I have a Saturday night free to myself. I haven't been home on a Saturday night for months! And now I have nothing to do. PHS's Homecoming was tonight, but 1) I felt too exausted to go, and 2) Puppy even left early b/c he was so tired, so it wouldn't have worked out anyway. Sigh. There will be more PHS functions.
Posted by everythinguarent at October 18, 2003 11:37 PM