A week has passed since the storm. Time seems to be passing by so slowly, yet swiftly. But... Imust add to this someday. I've been so extremely lazy and blah, I haven't really felt like Blogging, except to rant a bit. Not that the past week's been crappy.. it's been goood. Loved every minute of it. I've just.. oh, I honestly don't know what to feel sometimes, and so many times I don't trust myself with speaking, or even writing here, that when I do write something, I go backand delete it. Maybe it is just me, that I can't be content and accept it when life is good.. And thenwhen I think I know how I'm feeling I still question myself, if everything is real or not. I don't want to get hurt. So I keep myself hidden away. And I know it's not good for me, or any of my loved ones, but it's so hard, to open up, and be honest.
And it kills me that I feel like I have to hide. Just frustrated at myself.
Posted by everythinguarent at September 26, 2003 10:42 AM