..::C'est la Vie::..
Mood: excited ;-) but something else I can't put my finger on..I can't even describe my moods anymore..half in a daze
Song: "Imaginary" by Evanescence
I linger in the doorway
of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name.
Let me stay,
where the wind will whisper to me,
where the raindrops, as they're falling, tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby,
I lie inside myself for hours,
and watch my purple sky fly over me.
It doesn't feel like a Thursday, it's been feeling like a Tuesday all week. Sigh. That means I leave tomorrow night/Saturday morn, which I'm somewhat looking forward to as Rach is coming with us, and I'll be able to lounge in the sun for 4 straight days, and swim in the ocean, but then I know I will be missing certain people the entire time. So I'll enjoy today, and whatever I have of tomorrow. And will volunteer the Monday after I come back.
I keep receiving all these emails telling me what I should do to get into college: study for the SATs and take them again and again, I should already have most of my college apps. and entry essays written, and sign up for financial aid and scholarships. It's too crazy! No wonder so many people get sick from stress. I have to say I'm really not worried about college, and if anything, this year will be the least stressful of my HS years. I do have an essay, although it will def. need work before I send it in, my basic app. is done, and BCCC will already give me a scholarship for the first year. I took the SATs this June, and the scores are good (you could've tipped me over with a feather when I saw my scores, I was so surprised. Not that the English part was that hard; t'was the math that I didn't do the greatest on.), so I'll probably take them again in October to see if I could make it any better. But Towson will accept my scores now, so honestly, it would be unnecesary.
Turns out I now have yet another nickname from a coworker. I know she made the name simply to confuse and somewhat get on my nerves (although she probably did not mean the latter, being the sweet, wonderful, and incredible cook she is) but it worked. I now have something to ponder today. Besides the fact I can't even give my Anchors Aweigh presentation yet, (not that I want to yet, I'm still getting comfortable with Food, and I know I'm not ready) simply b/c I haven't done the practical part, or the act of doing the presentation (I did pass the written test, which is good, but now puts me in the position that I can't put off the practical for a whole lot longer). At least Stan isn't working today, so I won't need to give it until after I come back (1 more reason vacations are good things! *shakes head* Such a procrastinating bum, Elan) But I digress.